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One Step Backward

Exodus 29:31 – Exodus 33:12

Do you find yourself asking how could this have happened?  Really, how hard could it be?

Oh, Israel, are you so quick to forget the bondage, the plagues, the parting of the red sea?  The cloud and the pillar of light?  The crossing of the river bed on dry ground?  How about the manna, or even the pigeons?

Because it seems like the manna would have kept appearing every morning of the 40 mornings Moses was upon the mount.  Did it become too commonplace, these miracles in the midst of the ordinary?

Is it so hard to walk forward, to follow the Lord, to obey?

“Go, get thee down; for thy people, which thou broughtest out of the land of Egypt, have corrupted themselves:  They have turned aside quickly out of the way which I commanded them.”  (Exodus 32:7-8)

I can’t help but focus on one phrase, “they have turned aside quickly out of the way.”

And I am discouraged by Israel’s choice

Until

I take a good hard look at my own life.

And I realize, I do that.  Sometimes I turn aside quickly out of the way.  Because moving from where I am to where I need to be is often harder than I thought.  I make the choice for the better.  I feel the confirmation as I press forward. But then the stretching becomes painful.  Staying the course becomes exhausting.  I look at where I was before and it seems familiar, and easier, and more comfortable.  And so I turn aside.  Just for a little break.

It can happen so quickly.

For just one moment I can understand Israel’s fear that their prophet has disappeared and isn’t going to come back.  I can understand the disappointment in the eyes of a brother as he asks, “What did this people unto thee, that thou brought so great a sin upon them?” (Exodus 32:21)  I can hear Moses begging the Lord to give Israel one more chance. Another try.

I know that fear, that disappointment, that discouragement, that plea.

And then the Lord answers.

“I will do this thing also that thou hast spoken: for thou hast found grace in my sight, and I know thee by name.”  (Exodus 33:17)

And my thoughts fill with grace, and how it applies to sanctification.

The Bible Dictionary explains that grace is a divine means of help or strength, an enabling power after we have expended our own best efforts, assistance that we otherwise would not be able to maintain if left to our own means. Immediately one thing becomes clear to me ––I do not have to move from where I am to where I need to be alone or by my own means. The Lord will press forward with me.  When the stretching becomes painful He will be my help and my strength.  When staying the course exhausts me, He will become my enabling power.  He knows me.  He knows my name.  I am not alone.

There is comfort in that knowledge.

Therein I find strength.

So I will move forward with the Lord by my side…

“…having not the smallest desire to go one step backward.”  (Mary Fielding Smith)

 

Stephanie - January 25, 2012 - 8:11 AM

The lesson of grace is one you taught me almost eight years ago during your first visit to me as my visiting teacher in a new ward. I will never forget it. It has filled me with more hope than I had ever had before. You told me “it is by grace that we are saved after all that we can do.” Who knew that that would be the beginning of a journey? That one sentence has stayed with me and changed my life. The promise of the Lord sustaining me along the way makes it more motivating to do all that I can do. Thank you for teaching me all those years ago and still today.

Ryan Woolston - January 25, 2012 - 10:37 AM

Thank you for making me famous with my picture in your blog! It looks like David and Goliath making amends. Your blog entry made me thing of Sister Barbara Thompson’s October General Conference talk on “Personal Revelation and Testimony. She says, “In the book Daughters in My Kingdom, we read about Sister Hedwig Biereichel, a woman in Germany who suffered much sorrow and deprivation during World War II. Because of her love and charitable nature, and even in her own great need, she willingly shared her food with starving prisoners of war. Later, when asked how she was able to “keep a testimony during all [those] trials,” she replied in effect, “I didn’t keep a testimony through those times—the testimony kept me.”

Bring Your Finest

Exodus 25:39 – Exodus 29:30

Today as I read my thoughts are filled with beauty.

Blue, and purple, and scarlet, and fine linen.

Chains of pure gold and wreathen work.

Silver and brass and precious stones.

“Speak unto the children of Israel, that they bring me an offering: of every man that giveth it willingly with his heart ye shall take my offering.  And let them make me a sanctuary; that I may dwell among them.”  (Exodus 25:2 & 8 )

I am reminded that they are in the wilderness.

And I ask myself, Can beauty be found in wilderness places?

And I realize the offering will require sacrifice.

Giving up.  Giving all.

It will require them to bring their finest to the Lord.

I recognize that through this bringing of their finest, there is a process of sanctification taking place.  A process of consecration.

I study sanctification in the dictionary:  To make religious.  To free from sin.  To set apart.  I see that it comes from Latin sanctus, which means ‘holy.’

And I realize that sanctification includes giving up in the sense of letting go.

Next I study consecration:  To make sacred.  To devote something exclusively to a particular purpose.  To dedicate.  I see that it comes from Latin consecrat, which means ‘dedicated’ or ‘devoted’ and from Latin sacer, which means ‘sacred.’  ‘Dedicated sacred.’

And I realize that consecration includes giving all in the sense of giving everything.

This bringing of their finest would require Israel to become dedicated.  Devoted.  Through the process it would become an experience that was sacred to them.  One that would make them holy.

Today I consider this path toward sanctification, toward consecration, toward holiness.

I want to understand what it means to bring my finest as an offering to the Lord.

We can’t underestimate the lesson we learned this weekend ––of laws, of judgments, of statutes.  Israel has been asked to walk in obedience in preparation for the covenant they are about to make with the Lord.  It is hard work, this walking in obedience.  In tomorrow’s reading that will become abundantly clear.  But, remember, we believe in a God of second chances.  He knows walking in obedience includes making mistakes.  He has provided One to plead in our behalf.

It is through the process of obedience, of repentance, of giving up and letting go, we become sanctified.

And as we bring our finest ––our offering willingly with our heart, giving all, we become consecrated.

Dedicated Sacred.

Holy.

For the rest of this week our reading will teach these two principles ––sanctification and consecration.

The importance of walking in obedience.

The reason for bringing our Finest.

In preparation.

For when Israel arrives at that place of sanctification, that place of consecration the Lord has given a promise:

“And there I will meet with thee, and I will commune with thee.”  (Exodus 25:22)

Liza - January 24, 2012 - 5:35 AM

When I read the part about sanctification where it talks about giving things up and letting go I can’t help but think: What things aren’t we giving up as a sacrifice or letting go of in our life that stop us from having the amazing gift of the Holy Ghost with us? Maybe it’s a type of music we listen to or programing we see on TV. Contemplayting what we can do to eliminate distractions or things that hinder us from having the spirit with us more readily gives me a sence of renewed commitment.

Christina - January 24, 2012 - 2:51 PM

I just wanted to stop by and say “thank you”. This blog has been heaven sent for me. I have been spending this first part of 2012 attempting to simplify my life, purge things that are unnecessary or that pull me away from the Spirit, and focus on those things of value. Your blog has been an important part of this process. Each day, I am spiritually fed as I receive your writings to my email inbox. It’s a wonderful way for me to pause each day, leave the world behind me, and (even for just a few brief moments), become lost in the Spirit. It has helped me to change my attitude and change my focus. I’m so grateful. Thank you for sharing these thoughts. They are so needed, just the way you write them, and just at the right times. Truly, you are inspired!

The Price of Obedience

 Exodus 21:27 – Exodus 25:38

In our home when we speak of obedience it always includes a tag line, “Are you above the law?”

For instance, when my kids ask, Why do I have to drive 25 miles an hour? or Can I go to the dance before I am 16?

The answer consists of the same five words… Are you above the law?

It is a quick reminder that the law given to the whole must apply to the individual.

Sometimes living within the law feels like a sacrifice.  But we must remember that there is safety in obedience.  Ever more important, we must remember that blessings from God are predicated upon our obedience.  (D&C 130:21)

 

 Yesterday afternoon as twilight began to fall we left our home and gathered with the Saints in the Conference Center so we could listen to an apostle of the Lord.

He asked us not to lie, cheat, steal or act immorally.

He reminded us to pray, to take care of our body, to follow the promptings of the Holy Ghost.

He counseled us not to fill our mind with unholy things.

He said, “In order to be happy you must pay the price of obedience.”

Through him the Lord gave counsel with a promise; Learning to listen to the Holy Ghost is the quest of a lifetime.  When you learn how to do that you can live in enemy territory and not be deceived or destroyed.

He gave us one way to obtain safety.

 

One way to obtain a priceless blessing from the Lord.

In the time of Moses, the people gathered together so they could listen to a prophet of the Lord.

He asked them not to follow a multitude to do evil. (Exodus 23:2)

He reminded them to keep far from false matters, to rest on the Sabbath, to care for the widows and the fatherless.  (Exodus 23:7 & 12, Exodus 22:22)

He counseled them not to oppress the heart of a stranger, for they knew the heart of a stranger because they had been strangers in the land of Egypt.  (Exodus 23:9)

And the people said, “All that the Lord hath said will we do, and be obedient.”  (Exodus 24:7)

Through Moses the Lord gave counsel with a promise; “Behold, I send an Angel before thee, to keep thee in the way, and to bring thee into the place which I have prepared.”  (Exodus 23:20)

He gave them a way to obtain safety.

A way to obtain a priceless blessing from the Lord.

Tonight my thoughts are centered upon obedience.

The laws.

The blessings.

For it is the same today as it was in times of old. The Lord speaks through His prophets ––sending counsel, requiring obedience, extending promises.

In this there is safety.

In this there is peace.

“As we walk in obedience to the principles and commandments of the gospel of Jesus Christ,

we enjoy a continual flow of blessings promised by God…

In times of distress, let your covenants be paramount and let your obedience be exact.

Then you can ask in faith, nothing wavering, according to your need, and God will answer.

He will bless you in “good measure, pressed down, …shaken together, and running over.”

(Elder D. Todd Christofferson, The Power of Covenants, April 2009)

David Butler - January 23, 2012 - 6:19 AM

Last night I thought about the verse that is at the very beginning of Exodus 20 (the 10 Commandments chapter). Right before the Lord gives a list of “thou shalts” and “thou shalt nots” he says this:

“I am the Lord thy God, which have brought thee out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage.”

Sometimes the adversary tempts us to think the Lord is trying to restrict us, or bind us down–or more often he makes us think our leaders or parents are doing that–but the Lord is reminding us before His list of commandments that He is a God who wants us
out of bondage, not in it. He brought them away from slavery. His commandments bring freedom and deliverance because that is the kind of God He is.

Wade In With Both Feet

Exodus 8:32 – Exodus 21:26

This weekend we will read one of my favorite parts of Exodus…the crossing of the Red Sea. Every time I read the story of that great miracle I am reminded of one of my favorite poems.

“Have you come to the Red Sea place in your life,

Where in spite of all you can do,

There is no way out, there is no way back,

There is no other way but through

Then wait on the Lord with a trust serene

Til the night of your fear is gone;

He will send the wind, He will heap the floods,

As he says to your soul, “Go on.”

(Annie Johnson Flint)

 

Yesterday I spoke with Brother Butler about the miracle of the Red Sea crossing.  I loved his description of that moment…so I decided I would share his thoughts for the blog today.

Can you imagine standing on the shore of the Red Sea?

Sand to the right.  Sand to the left.  An ocean ahead of you.

Can you imagine looking back and seeing the flood of Egyptians approaching behind you?  Hearing the horses hooves and chariot wheels beat the drum of your execution.

Imagine being Moses.

In that moment the multitude would glance at the water, the sand all around, the army of Egypt approaching, and then all eyes would shift to him.

Time would stand still.  (He probably wished it would at least.)  So he could think.

So he could pray.

You’d see mothers hushing worried children who sensed the thick tension. The fathers unable to protect those entrusted to their care.  They all looked to Moses, “sore afraid.”

Here is where Moses will win your hearts.  He remembered what Israel has so easily forgotten.

“Fear not,” he says. “Stand still,” he counsels. “And see the salvation of the Lord which he will shew to you today.”

Don’t you remember the frogs?

Don’t you remember the locusts, the lice, the murrain upon your cows?

Have you forgotten the lambs, the blood upon doorposts, the deliverance?

And yet, in a moment of fear, the Israelites began to panic.  ”It had been better for us to serve the Egyptians,” they say.

Elder Holland beautifully responds:  “How soon we forget. It would not have been better to stay and serve the Egyptians… Of course our faith will be tested as we fight through these self-doubts and second thoughts. Some days we will be miraculously led out of Egypt–seemingly free, seemingly on our way–only to come to yet another confrontation, like all that water lying before us. At those times we must resist the temptation to panic and to give up. At those times fear will be the strongest of the adversary’s weapons against us…”

“And Moses said unto the people, Fear ye not, stand still, and see the salvation of the Lord. . . . The Lord shall fight for you.  In confirmation the great Jehovah said to Moses, “Speak unto the children of Israel, that they go forward” (Exodus 14:13–15; emphasis added).

Nobody had ever crossed the Red Sea this way, but so what?

There’s always a first time.

Dismiss your fears and wade in with both feet.”

(Elder Holland, Cast Not Away Therefore Your Confidence)

 

We worship a delivering God.

He is a rescuer.  He is a Savior.  He is a Doer of the impossible.  He is a Leader to the Promised Land.

When fear mounts up against you…

When panic sets in…

When trouble never seems to cease…

When there is an addiction that is unbreakable…

When there is a broken heart that cannot be mended…

When there are relationships that cannot be reconciled…

When there are dunes on your left and right and deep water before you and Egypt behind you…

Remember what He has done.  Remember what He does best.  And with that testimony either burning bright or just merely flickering in your heart,

“dismiss your fears and wade in with both feet.”

David North - January 20, 2012 - 7:49 AM

One of my favorite apsects of this story is when Moses tells the Israelites to simply “stand still”. I believe that was both a physical demand, and a spiritual entreaty. Wait on the Lord. You have faith. Trust in His understanding. Lean on His love and mercy.

Macy - January 20, 2012 - 8:59 AM

Loved this post, Emily. Thank you.

I was reminded of a verse I read in the Pearl of Great Price that I had never noticed before – Moses 1:25 – where the Lord tells Moses that “he shall be made stronger than many waters; for they shall obey thy command as if thou wert God.” In that moment where Moses tells the Israelites to stand still, I wonder if he was remembering that promise.

Bonnie - January 20, 2012 - 8:47 PM

I guess I need to quit “eating and running.” I just stopped by to let you know I have been reading every post you have been posting and without fail, you have been an answer to a prayer, a comfort to a heavy heart. Thank you. Thank you so much. I look forward to your posts each day and I have shared many of them with friends and family.

Kris Belcher - January 26, 2012 - 9:26 PM

This is a fabulous reminder of the Lord’s power to deliver. When fear threatens we can trust God to see us through the difficulty.

Take Off Your Shoes

Exodus 4:10 – Exodus 8:31

One more thought from yesterdays reading…I just can’t pass this one by.

In the very beginning of the book of Exodus we read the story of Moses and the burning bush.

“And the angel of the Lord appeared unto him in a flame of fire out of the midst of a bush: and he looked, and, behold, the bush burned with fire, and the bush was not consumed.

And Moses said, I will now turn aside, and see this great sight, why the bush is not burnt.

And when the Lord saw that he turned aside to see, God called unto him out of the midst of the bush, and said, Moses, Moses.  And he said, Here am I.

And he said, Draw not nigh hither: put off thy shoes from off they feet, for the place whereon thou standest is holy ground.

Moreover he said, I am the God of thy father, the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob…I have surely seen the affliction of my people…and have heard their cry…I know their sorrows;

And I am come down to deliver them…”

(Exodus 3:2-8, emphasis added.)

Notice that it wasn’t until after Moses turned aside to see the great sight that the place where he stood became holy unto him.

He stopped what he was doing, laid aside the task he was focused on, and took a moment to find the glory of God in the middle of the ordinary details of his day.  He noticed the miracle in the midst of the mundane.

How do we learn to do that?

How can we find a way to stop what we are doing, lay aside the task we are focused on, and recognize the glory of God in the middle of the ordinary details of our day?

If we could learn to do that we, too, might discover holy moments in our midst.

Elizabeth Barret Browning said, “Every common bush is afire with God ––but only he who sees takes off his shoes.”

Only he who sees.

The Lord is everywhere. His mercies and His miracles surround us.

Turn aside to see the great sight.

Take off your shoes.

 

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